Hello,
I've updated my profile on fanfic.net and thought maybe I should also do this here.
I'm an active mother of 3 boys and one girl. Besides getting to work full-time in the field of scientific research (fun, fun, fun!), I get to also participate in Girl and Boy Scouts (despite my tongue-in-cheek commentary below). In my downtime or "me" time late at night after all else is done, I enjoy reading science fiction and some fantasy - my visits to livejournal are an off-shoot of that. My favourite author right now is Robin Hobb. I've been hooked on science fiction since I was 11 years old and spent many, many, many, ... (oops, pardon me, my age is showing) summers reading Andre Norton, Isaac Asimov, James Blish, Arthur C. Clarke, Poul Anderson, Robert Heinlein, Marion Zimmerman Bradley, Anne McCaffery, C.J. Cherryh and many others.
I would love to try my hand at writing, but things are a little too hectic at this point in my life. Maybe I need to wait on the wisdom that some additional gray hair will bestow upon me (or at least that is what I deceive myself with anyway). Meanwhile, I applaud those of you who bring me continual enjoyment of some of my favorite shows. It's a shame SG Atlantis was tanked by the PTB. Fie on them! Kudos for you authors who can make it live!
Good writing,
BeeTech
- Mood:
awake
anyhow on friday, i was stepping down into the pool when a brownie called miss xxx miss xxxx watch me watch me. whwn i turned my head to look at her i mistepped off the last step and had to grab the side of the pool smashing my hand into the concrete edge. i survived thru sunday and went to the dr on monday. but friday nite i would have gladly been put out of my misery if only to get some quiet frm the syllibant strains of sweet home alabama wafting over the loudspeakers of someone's 12:30 am party. the next nite wasn't as bad since i was completely exhausted from cooking breakfast, dealing with the long day's activities, drama queens, moving our kitchen setup out of the ankle deep water from the 1 1/2" rainstorm and teaching daughter and two whinney girls how to cook hamburgers so that by then the johnny cash music til 10:30 from the tent 6 feet away didn't bother me as much. my swollen broken finger didn't bother me much either because my elbows were smarting frm the nickle-sized scrapes against the cocncrete sides of the waterslide. even the knock in the head from the waterslide didn't bother me. i musta been tired.
sunday mornung dawned and i was eager to come home. we made sure to pack it in early to avoid the rainstorm headed our way. so after i cooked two lbs of bacon and made a egg casserole dish for 11 appetites, we packed up my humongous tent, my medium tent, my canopy, my cook stove, my two tables, my 3 chairs, my food bin, my cooking equip container, my 96 qt ice chest, my 5 gal water cooler and other assorted items and hit the road after the 4th stop at the ranger store where all were able to blow the last of their money on whatever yogi themed geegaws and snacks their hearts desired. the pouring rain when we hit the interstate didn't phase me as all my stuff got wet in the back of the truck flying my way back home. even the 25 min wait in the rain for the last mom to show up did not bother me as home was in sight. aaaagh. the comfort of my bed.
oh yeah, i went to the dr monday after my boss nagged me about seeing one. went to the same orthopaedic practice that husband (dislocated shoulder at bscout camp this year, sprained wrist, foot surgeries), son #1 (broken leg), son#2 (foot injury 2X) and i've (also foot tendonitus) been going to. this dr was the 6th different one we've seen in the practice so far (different specialties) in the last couple of years. we're thinking about making them our primary care drs if this keeps up. sorry for all the typos and deliberate non caps; its hard to type with a cast.
- Mood:
relieved
A traumatic thing happened to my family, especially my youngest son. Two weeks ago he started limping and since he complained of his thigh hurting, we thought pulled muscle. After a week of it not getting better. I called to get the next available appt. with an orthopaedic doctor which was yesterday - a total of 2 weeks after he started limping.
X-rays showed my son had a fracture at the top of his femur in the growth plate (slipped capital femoral epiphisis). After getting a surgery lined up at the local hospital, we were leaving the orthopaedic doctor's office with my son on crutches. Down the hall between one step and the next, he collapsed screaming in agony. I caught him and had someone get the doctor. Long story short - the doctor gave us a Rx for pain medication and finally had to physically put my son into my van, bending him as was needed. He said that it was just contractions brought on by the fracture.
After getting the tylenol with codeine into my son ASAP on our way home and waiting for it to kick in, my husband and I got him into the house where he commenced to screaming in agony again and only stopping to take a brief rest before starting up again. We called 911 and got EMS out to our house to transport him to the emergency room. They saw him rather quickly and gave him morphine for the pain. The ER doctor, a very nice lady who seemed like she knew what she was talking about, calmed him down as best as she could after the morphine kicked in. She said that it was just muscle spasms also and that he was just scared. Throughout all of these events I kept repeating that my son had a high tolerance for pain - he always had even since birth and especially through his many surgeries. They sent us home with Rx's for loratab and valium. He was hurting still and finally settled down somewhat after an hour or so after we got home. He wimpered in his drugged sleep throught the rest of the night.
The next morning we had to take him to his pediatrician for a pre-surgery checkup. We were still worried so we called and told them he was still in much pain and they told us to come on in as soon as we could get there. So we got him there still screaming from the least little movement. The pediatrician took one look at him and said he was admitting my son into the hospital - my son was in too much pain. After another ambulance ride to the hospital, x-rays showed that his femur was now completely broken at the top and at an almost 90 degree angle to the rest of the bone. Our orthopaedic doctor came in (it was his day off) saw that and immediately called in the resident expert. Our doctor had never seen such a bad break in his 30 year career.
Now, I'm an odd mixture of guilt, anger, sorrow, frustration, and anguish. How could two different doctors read the situation so wrong?! Did they not believe me about my son's pain tolerance and just brush me off? Why didn't either one of them take another x-ray? Why could I have not realized that something else was wrong and insist at them taking another look at him and not let the doctors' opinions sway me?
I'm sorry to bring anyone down with this story as I sit here bawling as I type. I just left the hospital leaving my son and my husband there. He is much better after getting surgery this afternoon by the resident expert. Now its a matter of waiting 6 months to find out if the growth plate is dead, which would make him a cripple for the rest of his life on top of all the other challenges he's so bravely faced since the day he was born. He's been through so much already. He is the one a cafeteria worker at his day care would visit drawn by his spirit of determination because she was in agony over an afflicted grandson. He's usually one to hold the next kid-in-line's hand to get blood work done and tell them that it will be alright. It's not unknown for him to thank the person drawing his blood even if she botches up the job. He pats their hand and says that's okay or gives her a hug. He is the one who gets his nightly shot out and brings it to us unflinchingly because he knows it will help him grow or tells us its alright if we hurt him in giving it. He is the one who looks after everyone else and helps the kid at school who gets hurt. He opens doors for others and tries to find ways to help others. He looks for the good in people and says that's ok when kids hit him on the way home from school because he can't speak very well and turns away with a little sad look in his eyes. This is my son, the hero in my heart. Is this God I see living in this kid?
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distressed
